'RaiSe Your HanD'

Cant forget, just quite yet, how much you meant to me, it strangles my chest, and wont let me breath, you can walk all over me, and i think you are the best, if i could live back then, i would do it in a blink of an eye, when I'm gone away from this life, that's where you will find me, enjoying whats already been, the past is better than now, so how do i heal with whats not mine? How do you move on and let another take that ride, for me i thought it was obvious that im not alright, i still have days where i wanna die, don't expect your ways to change who i am, if there is damage to the goods, then its shelf life is no good, selfish you called me, that's not me, a user, far from that tree, didn't mean to break down barriers, but its ok to blame me, that is a common thing to do, when no one can control me, don't settle for nothing less, your dreams are what you make, catch them if you can, before you know it, they are someone else's, and you are just marked as a mistake in the past, burdened by my own head, i wish i could blame him better, but i should have blocked years ago, stuck with this thought, until  I'm ready, my heart is gone and diseased its barely pumping anything, farewell to people that don't understand me, that lie, or have nothing but shit come from their mouths, farewell to the people that just wanna get high, that are cheaters, and say they love that other, that give away your stuff when you are not around, farewell to people in general, because I'm done asking why?